I am a tall(ish), fat, metal loving nerd. Not the socially acceptable kind of nerd... the D&D and MTG playing kind....maybe that's become socially acceptable now. Am I cool now? Is "cool" still within the proper vernacular?
Oh... and I'm emo as FUCK.
Mexicant's Musings
”Maybe I never tried hard enough all these times.” Maybe that’s what happened. I make no assumptions that this is all my fault but for my part I can clearly see where I failed. And I failed a lot. In all honesty I’m not sure how she managed to hold on this long. I had hoped that she would’ve said something to me sooner so we could try to work it out instead of springing this on me but I don’t blame her. I would leave me too.
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Run!
Outrun The sun!
For hours I tried to outrun the sun / Tried to speak with a mouthful of blood
But still I’m choking on your tears… still I’m choking on you tears
Words slowly fall off my tongue
Maybe I never tried… hard enough… all these times
Outrun the sun!
Maybe I never tried… hard enough… all these times / The air seems so damn still today / When emptiness is all we have to fill the vacancies
You lied when you said it would all be okay / You lied when you said tomorrow is merely another day away
When the sun never rises wherever you are you begin to lose track of the stars.
